Educated: A Memoir

这本书出现在比尔盖茨、奥巴马、纽约时报等的推荐名单时,我总有个感觉是名不副实的,即使那个时候还未开始看这本书。你们看,这是非常错误的,不应该在不了解的情况下就给出评价。

书里讲了一个姑娘在17岁之前从未上过正规的学校,而最后获得了剑桥的博士学位。我一开始看到简介时候,还以为它讲的是作者如何负重从没有受过教育到获得了世界最好学位的故事。实际上不是这样的,学术只是她改变命运的一个契机。而实际上,这本书讲得更多的是,她如何站出来改变自己的命运。她作为一个摩门教徒的女儿,一个有bipolar的父亲和兄弟,一个毫无担当的母亲的环境下,做自己想做和敢做的事情。

文章行云流水,拿起就放不下。有很多生僻单词,也可能和她的教育经历有关系。推荐给所有的朋友看。

我无法想象,当自己的女儿受到他人攻击的时候,父母会坐在边上无动于衷。而在女儿想要恢复受伤的心灵时,父母还希望通过一遍又一遍重复相同的谎言而来消除女儿的记忆。接受的女儿和儿子永远留在家里,不接受的出来写了这本书。

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callused

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When I am nine, I will be issued a Delayed Certificate of Birth, but at this moment, according to the state of Idaho and the federal government, I do not exist.

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When I am nine, I will be issued a Delayed Certificate of Birth, but at this moment, according to the state of Idaho and the federal government, I do not exist.

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The snows that fell in winter always melted in the spring. Our lives were a cycle—the cycle of the day, the cycle of the seasons—circles of perpetual change that, when complete, meant nothing had changed at all.

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I believed my family was a part of this immortal pattern, that we were, in some sense, eternal. But eternity belonged

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I believed my family was a part of this immortal pattern, that we were, in some sense, eternal. But

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I believed my family was a part of this immortal pattern, that we were, in some sense, eternal. But eternity belonged only to the mountain. There’s a story my

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A thrilling image took shape in my imagination, of me in Maria’s role, the midwife’s daughter, confident, knowledgeable.

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The most dangerous moment for Mother had come minutes later, in the hospital, after the woman had been wheeled away. A doctor stopped Mother and asked why she’d been at the birth in the first place. She smiled at the memory. “I asked him the dumbest questions I could think of.” She put on a high, coquettish voice very unlike her own. “Oh! Was that the baby’s head? Aren’t babies supposed to come out feet-first?” The doctor was persuaded that she couldn’t possibly be a midwife.

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ravine.

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trigonometry

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“That’s not true,” she said. “I raised your mother better than that.”

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cinched.

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holistic

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belligerence,

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berserk.

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went berserk.

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reins

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All my life those instincts had been instructing me in this single doctrine—that the odds are better if you rely only on yourself.

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smearing

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mascara.

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cussing.

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aptitude:

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was struck by the strangeness of that page: Dad could command this science, could decipher its language, decrypt its logic, could bend and twist and squeeze from it the truth. But as it passed through him, it turned to chaos.

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gurney,

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pallet,

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gauze,

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I’d been afraid of how I would feel, afraid that if he died, I might be glad.

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lucid,

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seraphic

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hazel

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I’d been standing in the kitchen, weighing my options, thinking about how I’d just given Dad four hundred dollars, a third of my savings, when Mother turned to me and said, “Do you think you could move out by Friday?”

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grin.

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enraptured.

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bulged.

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apoplectic.

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stupor.

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ditch

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contorted,

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abrasion,

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After that night, there was never any question of whether I would go or stay. It was as if we were living in the future, and I was already gone.

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bellow,

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am not sorry, merely ashamed.

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Home had changed the moment I’d taken Shawn to that hospital instead of to Mother. I had rejected some part of it; now it was rejecting me.

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dotted the page like black holes, sucking all the other words into them. I

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Perdition.

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I’d been aware that although my family attended the same church as everyone in our town, our religion was not the same. They believed in modesty; we practiced it. They believed in God’s power to heal; we left our injuries in God’s hands. They believed in preparing for the Second Coming; we were actually prepared.

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relished

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pinnacles

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convalesced

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carcasses.

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I hung up, not sure what I’d just heard. I knew it wouldn’t last, that the next time we spoke everything would be different, the tenderness of this moment forgotten, the endless struggle between us again in the foreground. But tonight he wanted to help. And that was something.

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lilted

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wanted to punch the air, give Vanessa a high five. Then I remembered that she didn’t sit with me anymore.

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haggard,

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etched

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standoff.

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grime

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throbbed

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flinched.

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“uppity.”

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purlins

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so I fetched a rag and a bucket of water.

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tincture

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gape

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shrieked.

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Shawn turned me onto my back and sat on my stomach, pinning my arms at my sides with his knees. The shock of his weight forced the breath from my chest. He pressed his forearm into my windpipe. I sputtered, trying to gulp enough air to shout, but the airway was blocked. “When you act like a child, you force me to treat you like one.”

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“Yelling is rude,” Shawn said, again speaking to the kitchen. “You’ll stay down until you apologize.” I said I was sorry for yelling at him. A moment later I was standing. I folded napkins

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He was saying it to me, but he was not saying it for me. He was saying it for Mother, to define the moment: I was a misbehaving child;

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convulsed,

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We met one final time, in a field off the highway. Buck’s Peak loomed over us. He said he loved me but this was over his head. He couldn’t save me. Only I could. I

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We met one final time, in a field off the highway. Buck’s Peak loomed over us. He said he loved me but this was over his head. He couldn’t save me. Only I could. I had no idea what he was talking about.

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I had witnessed birth, but I’d been given none of the facts of conception. While my father and brother shouted, ignorance kept me silent: I couldn’t defend myself, because I didn’t understand the accusation.

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It’s strange how you give the people you love so much power over you, I had written in my journal. But Shawn had more power over me than I could possibly have imagined. He had defined me to myself, and there’s no greater power than that.

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visceral.

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leaned back into my pillow and fell asleep almost instantly, but before I did I laughed out loud. She hadn’t sent any remedies for the strep or the mono. Only for the penicillin.

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rectum

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scabbing

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diaspora

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He leaned forward suddenly, as if he’d just had an idea. “Have you heard of Cambridge?” I hadn’t. “It’s a university in England,” he said. “One of the best in the world. I organize a study abroad program there for students. It’s highly competitive and extremely demanding. You might not be accepted, but if you are, it may give you some idea of your abilities.”

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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trimester,

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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motherwort.

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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gestation.

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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Pygmalion.

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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subdued.

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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recanted

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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bulged

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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I phoned my mother after the luncheon. “Your father won’t come unless you apologize,” she said. “And I won’t, either.” I apologized. “He can say whatever he wants. But please come.”

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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I phoned my mother after the luncheon. “Your father won’t come unless you apologize,” she said. “And I won’t, either.” I apologized. “He can say whatever he wants. But please come.”

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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cadence

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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ambrosial.

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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why suddenly I could engage with the great thinkers of the past, rather than revere them to the point of muteness.

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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told them I’d been poor, I told them I’d been ignorant, and in telling them this I felt not the slightest prick of shame. Only then did I understand where the shame had come from: it wasn’t that I hadn’t studied in a marble conservatory, or that my father wasn’t a diplomat. It wasn’t that Dad was half out of his mind, or that Mother followed him. It had come from having a father who shoved me toward the chomping blades of the Shear, instead of pulling me away from them. It had come from those moments on the floor, from knowing that Mother was in the next room, closing her eyes and ears to me, and choosing, for that moment, not to be my mother at all.

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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seismic

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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chasm

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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enumerating

Educated: A Memoir (Westover, Tara)

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It is a change in the self. I am not the child my father raised, but he is the father who raised her.